lord_cellytron

I will never leave LJ.

Ever.

They can take away my layout. They can fuck around with the friends page. They can do away with paid accounts. Everyone can leave.

I WILL NOT LEAVE.

I will not move to Dreamwidth.

LJ has been my home for 11 years. I have been here through EVERY major LJ kerfluffle.

And I am staying HERE. :)

Now let us party, like it's 1999.

Actually, I'm not even that offended. I've long known that I inadvertently write for teenage girls (though is that because of the fandoms or my style, or both? Not sure). My writing is full of emotional rollercoasters and time-stopping moments, stupid sacrifices for love, and snark. And ironically, my little style here may turn out to be a bigger gift than a curse, should I ever pursue publication. Teenage girls love to spend lots of money.

BTW, it's 96 degrees today. What the fuck. Luckily, it's nowhere near that hot in the house.

World Vision sent me some cards to send to Kanaka and Chan, to introduce myself. The back asked for my favorite color, favorite sport and favorite activity. So adorable. I still have my serious reservations about WV but I hope that the cards reach the kids and that they can get some degree of yay from them. :V

I still haven't mailed those two packages either, because it seriously looks like each one is going to cost $40+ to send. Um...

I'm also sending letters, messages of solidarity, to two of the men on this list:

http://witnesstorture.org/letter-writing-campaign/

Because Obama needs to CLOSE THAT SHIT DOWN and these dudes are stronger than I'll ever be.

PLEASE BE TRUE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE TRUE

http://henshinjustice.com/2013/05/14/the-big-ten-of-the-returning-rangers-confirmed-for-super-megaforce/

MELODY PERKINS, MY LOVE, MY LIFE!!!




But seriously, I'm so happy.



Also, at the risk of looking a gift zord in the mouth, my dad and I came up with a little dream list of people we're dying to see back:

*Kim (Never gonna happen but I can dream)

*Billy (Never gonna happen, but I still love him)

*Adam (Could easily happen)

*Anyone and everyone from PRiS (But TJ/Karone is AN AMAZING START)

*Basically everyone from the 15th anniversary/Forever Red (They've got Tommy, Wes, TJ and Carter... oh crap, and Leo, but NEEDS MOAR ERIC)

*Vida (Most badass pink ever)

*Anyone from Operation Overdrive (Will, preferably, and maybe real boy!Mack)

*RJ (BEST SENSEI EVER)

*Jarrod/Camille (Not actually Rangers, but they did have powers/zords)

*Dillon (I barely watched RPM but my dad couldn't get over what a badass this guy was)

And of course,

*Rito and Ecliptor. I DON'T CARE if it makes no sense. :/

For being made in 2005, these icons are actually not bad. I keep being sad that I have no M*A*S*Hy icons anymoar. And even though no one has watched the bloody show in forever, um... it was pretty important to me, wasn't it??!?! And these icons are fucking sexy. Soredewa. They shall come back to me.

I notice that the Chaxie shipping pattern continues in my sad young brain. Like in Fire Emblem. I have a foppish dandy and a dimwitted but earnest kid, and my first impulse is to PAIR 'EM DAFUQ UP. But the game is mean and won't allow such tomfoolery.

*A trainwreck

*A car wreck

*A drunkard trashing their hotel room really, REALLY thoroughly (puke, spilled food)

*Sitting by your old relative's side as he/she dies, and just really wanting him/her to hurry up and die, PLEASE, this is unbearable

*A shredded blanket that is losing a "pivotal" thread (how can you even tell)

*A fanfic written by a 12 year old (not fair to most 12 year olds)

*Twilight (not fair to Twilight; Bella is 20 times more interesting than Marley and no characters are irredeemably ruined during Twilight)

*A wheel of fortune style device, covered in ways to offend viewers, that the writers spin each week

*A show that used to really be good but which now just makes me angry when I think about it


Oddly, this season has one of my favorite episodes of the entire series. Some of my favorite songs of the entire series. I love Kitty. I love Blam. I actually liked leader!Finn. Most of New York is hilarious. But at the end of the day, all I can rely on Glee to do for me anymore is to give me a headache. A really bad one. So I'll add that to the list:

*A fucking migraine that makes you cry in agony, but the tears just make it worse and that makes you cry more and that makes the pain worse...

WHOOOO I have insurance now! It is true!! I have to pay like $150/month (which is twice as much as for both my parents), but it's worth it because I have so much I need to take care of.

AT LAST maybe I can get treatment for my shit. Who knows, maybe even breast reduction (a topic I never talk about, but make no mistake, I need it. A doctor told me ten years ago that I needed it, but... ten years goes by pretty fast, doesn't it?).

And maybe I can finally find out once and for all what's up with my bullshit blood sugar.

Deary dear. That's a relief. I was all set for them to turn me down too. And after having such a horrible weekend (severe anxiety, heart pounding, insomnia), it's a huge relief.

I had a dream that was really epic. So epic that in the dream I KNEW I was dreaming and I was trying to write it down or record it because it would make such a great story. BUT OF COURSE I woke up and remembered basically nothing.

It involved a boyfriend and girlfriend who lived in this big loft, I guess they were college students close to graduation, and the boyfriend was accusing the girlfriend of not being a nerd anymore; spending too much time with FRIENDS and taking stock of her APPEARANCE rather than sitting in front of a computer at 4am or reading technical manuals for starships.

She got incredibly offended, but at the same time knew he was right. She had started out a nerd and gotten together with him because they were both outcasts, but she grew up hot and popular through no fault of her own. And of course she liked the attention and of course she didn't want her friends to know she was dating a loser.

But none of that mattered anymore because suddenly there was a citywide blackout/possible zombie apocalypse? But not zombies the way we know them... something was different. I think they were more like the smart zombies from I Am Legend. Or maybe they weren't even zombies, but just an army of non-nerds who were doing SOMETHING harmful/destroying the city/whatever.

So the boyfriend and girlfriend had to work together to survive in their loft that had electricity thanks to the girlfriend's nerdy genius. Only place in town that had electricity.

They were also trying to fend off irritating friends who wanted to crash there but were probably infected or else were just going to eat all the food.

One of their parents came to visit, seemingly unaware of the apocalypse going on all around them, and the dad gave this lecture about smoking cigarettes on the balcony, demanding that ashtrays be used at all times. Of course SOME OTHER shit was going on and it was super dramatic, but all that the story focused on was the guy on the balcony listening to some angry old people talking about the damage to the balcony caused by cigarette butts, and how irresponsible kids are these days. Then later the girl complained to the boyfriend about how she had to fight off crazed zombies or something, but it was a toss-up as to who had the harder time.

And none of this sounds good at all, but in the dream it was AMAZING. It was witty repartee and bickering and high-strung emotions. The story might go better if it was two girls so as not to have any weird heavy-handed gender bullshittery... although, honestly, it might be cool to have the chick rail against being the dude's fucking Manic Pixie Dream Girl.

From: Rabiah Hussein
To:
Subject: Assalamualaikum
Date: Apr 30, 2013 6:40 AM
Assalamualaikum, I am sorry for invading your privacy,i Just saw your email and decide to write you , If you don't mind

being my friends Feel free to reply my message.Rabiah


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